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Theme: a fun nude
A subscriber asked about more content⦠and well⦠I have to think about my limits.
But I AM super comfortable naked in public and this is public⦠so⦠hereās a fun wake-up stretch, bedhead and all.
Something about me, Iām authentic and pretty comfortable with myself. I wasnāt always. Some of it came with age. Some of it came from exposing myself to discomfort and letting it fade.
When I work with surrogate partner clients, we do an exercise where we each stand in the mirror and share about our bodies. I had Bariatric surgery almost 2 years ago. I could critique all sorts of things about my body. But itās me and why would I speak so negatively about myself. This body has been through some hell. Itās fucking strong. Iām fucking strong. I love my body for sticking with me.
I love my life. I love what I do. I love being able to love my clients and help them love themselves.
Itās conference season! This makes me super happy! I met some delightful pleasure professionals yesterday in DC for the Sexology Summit. This morning Iāll be presenting!
Good morning! Even though itās a cold morning here in Baltimore, Iām delighted that my client wants to try to access her inner chil d Ren with some time on the swingset! Good thing I brought my gloves!!! š I love a swing!!!
Do you ever try to engage with your inner chil d?
Good morning!!! Itās going to be an incredibly warm day here in Towson, MD today. While I look forward to being back in San Diego at the end of March, Iām loving the idea of a warm day, warmer than itās been in San Diego lately!
I decided to take some š solo yesterday, a very small dose. I think it was a good move and something I may do more often. I put my AirPods in and turned on some bilateral music (it bounces between your ears). I closed my eyes and I waited, watched, sobbed, etc. I canāt say it was a big positive experience. It definitely wasnāt. But Iād do it again.
My takeaway: my inner ch ild is an egg I carry around, like they teach kids about having babies in school. Donāt break the egg! Similarly, I had a moment of remembering the exercise in grade school where kids try to protect the egg for a high drop, wrapping it up to protect it from breaking. Do I want my egg protected like that? Nope. I just need to carry it with love. And sometimes I can let others carry it briefly, when I need a break. But the egg is mine. I need to be the ultimate caretaker.
Thank you to my clients who briefly let me carry their egg (aka hold them). I know I donāt let many people actually carry mine. And I know most of my clients donāt either. But some do. I feel it and I appreciate the honor and trust that has been built.
Does your Monday need a theme song? Hereās mine! https://youtu.be/-nW_aKGbyZg
āI get paid to be meā is exactly what I do as an intimacy guide. Come practice human connection with me in San Diego, join me in my Human Connection Lab.
Iām wrapping up a weekend of soaking with a little bit of sun for good measure. Take away, I need my own place. Staying with a group doesnāt work for my introverted heart.
Good morning! Yesterday was a great day! It was announced that my proposal to speak at the big sex therapy conference in June was accepted. This is huge!
But first, Iām speaking at the Sexology Summit for Pleasure Professionals in DC next month. š
From 2014, this was one of the 1st steps I took to learn to love myself and my body after my 18 year marriage ended. At first, it was so difficult to look at myself thru this lens. Now I appreciate how brave I was back then. I later used these pics on a previous blog I had, the next level of bravery. I remember the day the blog launched and how exposed I felt. Now I look back and still love them. I need to do it again.
Good Sunday morning. Iām awake way too early. Laying in bed Iām thinking about my weekend. I had a birthday party to attend on both Friday and Saturday. This is from Friday night. Iāve been on a weight loss journey and Iām finding that my closet needs a purging. Iāve loved this dress for years and itās starting to feel too big. :(
Huge thank you to my friend/client who set up my new swing for me, after our cuddle session, and even helped me adjust it to my height for pegging. š„°
Fresh toes⦠incoming in the next hour or so!!! Iām so looking forward to this!! Yesterday I moved spots in San Diego. Iām needing some pampering!
Happy Friday! Welcome new subs. Iāll likely disappoint you with my lack of content, but this is why itās free. š
I send out my newsletters on Fridays and today will have some big (for me) content. Iām announcing a vulva confidence workshop date. Iāve got a new podcast interview to share. Iām also dropping a new blog post titled Letter to the Lower Desire Partner. If you want on the list, go to my website and sign up.
Back to work for me today! Just finished a client session and it felt good to be back. While I enjoyed my holiday break, Iām meant to be working. š
Introducing Princess Sara, my San Diego wife! We facilitate pussy confidence workshops here in San Diego. We instantly bonded over our love for our vulvas and wanting to support others in loving theirs too. š
Michelleās Way Back Machine - 2014 - right after my divorce I decided to give myself the gift of a boudoir session. Is there any interest in the rest that I loved? I could put a group together.
Question: is this a man thing only? Iām confused. Do some men have sex with people that they arenāt attracted to? Is this normalized in parts of our society? Iām so baffled by this idea. Itās a completely new concept and something Iāve never considered nor needed to⦠until today when it came into my radar. Does your erection usually show up if you arenāt attracted? How does that work? Are men that do this attracted to something else? The conquest or achievement? Do you have any input? Feel free to DM me.
Good morning! š
Happy Monday? Iām excited to get back to āworkā. I had a chill weekend which was desperately needed and much appreciated. Iām used to a slower paced life and Iāve been completely over committed lately.
My roommate returns this week, hopefully with some pics I want to share with you all. Who likes feet? I know there are some cute feet pics coming!
Itās not often that I get an opportunity to wear such attire⦠but yesterday I was meeting up with other pros so I busted out my new favorite top. š„°
I really donāt self identify as a healer, more as a guide. And I donāt really think people are broken and need to be āhealedā but more so given a space to feel celebrated for who they really are⦠unconditional positive regard.
With all that said, Iām changing my branding to intimacy guide rather than coach. It feels most authentic. Itās your journey. Iām on it too. Let me share my path and support you in yours.
I canāt sleep. Switching between east and west coast is hard for this early riser. I woke at 3:30 assuming it was probably around 6 or so. I gave in and finally started coffee. Iām finishing Stutz on Netflix. Itās so good. Have you watched it? Iām a relationship geek and I love this kind of shit.
Hereās another photo from my trip into the desert over Thanksgiving.
When it's 9 pm and it dawns on you that you are giving your first virtual surrogate partner therapy presentation tomorrow evening and you have slides that need tweaking! EEK! SHIT! UGH!
I love talking about my work. I can shoot the shit about it all day. But to sit on a Zoom call and have to utilize a PowerPoint... it's just not me. My plan is to use the slides as a rough guide and have a conversation.
Any tips you wanna share? DMs are open.
Great to see some new subscribers! Welcome!!!
Iāve got some great pics from my weekend in Death Valley over Thanksgiving that Iām dying to share with you all. My roommates are being a little slow to upload them. But as soon as I can curate them, Iāll definitely share! I know there are some super cute foot pics in the pile, some of you will be thrilled to know!