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Filming more with Silas the next few days.The sex video with..
Filming more with Silas the next few days.
The sex video with be divided into 4 parts
This is so so everyone at any price point can afford the video
1:Vorplay
2: Vorplay and and penetration
3: only penetration
4:penetration and orgasm
OR
the entire video
Ill announce more soon.
PLOT FUCKING TWIST.fuck. fuckkkk\\.We are going to stay toge..
PLOT FUCKING TWIST.
fuck. fuckkkk\\.
We are going to stay together but with the knowledge that we will end our relationship when I move.
I hope not. I hope I get my Silas forever and ever.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((Atleast the last month was so nice a..
:(((((((((((((((((((((((
Atleast the last month was so nice and I learned so much.
So there is going to be no videos coming fromSilas. We are b..
So there is going to be no videos coming from
Silas. We are breaking up.
I donāt know if I will wake up tomorrow.Iām so dizzy and Iām..
I donāt know if I will wake up tomorrow.
Iām so dizzy and Iām just sitting down. But now Iām laying. And still dizzy. It feels like my world is rocking back and forth like Iām on a ship.
Iām not okay.
Should I just end my relationship with Silas? LOL.Jasminā¦. I..
Should I just end my relationship with Silas?
LOL.
Jasminā¦. Iām not stable in my head.
I should of went to the doctors todayā¦
I wonāt explain the situation but my best friend said I should just sleep on it.
Tomorrow Iām meeting with my lover and we are going to talk about our relationship.
Ugh itās only
Been a month and it feels so serious already.
Itās going to fast for me but it happened to naturally.
So OnlyFans has approved the paper works for my lover to be ..
So OnlyFans has approved the paper works for my lover to be on my website.
Types of Videos that we will published first
1: Kissing Video
No sex tape because he has never done anything like this before.
We will go slow with him, kay
Iām not doing well.Yesterday I slept over 15 hours, felt lik..
Iām not doing well.
Yesterday I slept over 15 hours, felt like shitt, cried, went to the gym, cried. This morning, more crying.
I feel so unstable again.
How am I supposed to live like this?HOW?!
I feel so terrible. My perception of reality is dwindling:
Iām constantly hallucinatingā¦ I feel sick. How can I be me again? The happy jasmin.
Iāll go to the doctors on Monday.
Itās probably my thyroid againā¦.
snap chatting my booty hole makes me horny. Soo I took a hot..
snap chatting my booty hole makes me horny. Soo I took a hot shower and made a video where I made my titties all soapy, and played with my ass hole until I came. I managed to fit 2 fingers in my tiny butt hole.
2024-10-25 07:37:31 +0000 UTC View Post
Who wants to see me try to squirt for the first time?
Who wants to see me try to squirt for the first time?
2024-10-21 13:27:36 +0000 UTC View Post
I do deserve to be happy. But why am I trying to sabotage th..
I do deserve to be happy.
But why am I trying to sabotage that?
Am I ready to give up on life?
Am I ready to give up on life?
2024-10-18 22:05:55 +0000 UTC View PostI donāt feel stabil in Kopf.Today all my friends canceled to..
I donāt feel stabil in Kopf.
Today all my friends canceled to Meeting.
I decided to go on tinder and I just met with a guy.
We almost had sex but he doesnāt want to cause I have body hair.
Iām sitting now at the bus station contemplating my actions.
I say
I donāt think I should be in a relationship with Silas.
I just think I can be monogamous.
I think he is more submissive than dominate.
Or maybe I just donāt know
Him yet. I want multiple boyfriends and I need someone always. When heās at work, who do I have? NO ONE. I need constant attention.
Ugh Iām not sure.
I feel out of touch with my feelings or my sanity.
This period was crazy. I felt so crazy and emotional.
And today is the first official day quasi wieder ,,normalā.
I feel aggressive and anxious.
I thought, fuck it, no one is giving me attention so Iāll find someone who will.
I noticed how dramatic I am. How hard I reacted.
Does that make me a bad person? Or does that show me I know what I want and willā¦.
I feel strange now with how I think about my lover Sili.
He has been nothing but nice and sweet and he needed time for himself and I didnāt like that.
Iām so selfish. But Iām scared he will leave me first.
So I should leave him first to protect myself.
My ,,rationalā thought is that by him relaxing and having time for himself will allow him to heās and feel good in himself. Selfcare. So important.
I try not to take this so personally.
Iām so selfish.
I am selfish.
I think only about myself.
I am selfish.
That isnāt bad.
Itās me who takes care of me.
Itās me who makes my heart beat.
Itās me who can stop me, stop it all.
I donāt know. I want Silis I do.
Iām scared he doesnāt want meā¦
Or am I projecting my own insecurities onto an actually stable relationship that Iām not use to having.
I am creating a self fulfilling prophecy.
In reality nothing maters.
Iām just nothing, a speck of dirt in the universe.
Why am I making such a big deal out this?
Because I have emotions jasmin.
I have an hormone in balance. Making me perceive my reality in a devastating und unhappy way.
Digga I donāt know.
I donāt want to fuck up my relationship with Silas.
He is so good to me and treats me with the upmost respect. And I have fun with him.
Iām just scared heāll come to his senses and break up with me :(
Because Iām not the right girl for him.
I donāt know:
Iām very insecure
