

I've decided to Document the Mistakes I make in my Life, for all your Reading a Viewing Pleasure: Two nights ago I went to a Resterant, and somehow Pulled (Don't ask how, I don't know). Yesterday we Hung Out. On the condition that there was to be no Sex (Text Below). Now I've never worked so hard not too Disclose to someone what I do for a living. I laughed in my head everytime I said Model. Because I know where a mans brain goes when they hear the P word. Ya'll get too excited. The whole hang was an experience. Like Fucking hell. Firstly I've never been Fetishized so hard for the Colour of my skin. He spoke alot about how he only dates White girls like me, the white the better. With my exact physic. No booty in the trunk etc. What an experience that was. He spoke about How he was looking for a woman like me. That he's sick of one night stands and ready too settle down. That I could be the one. Even went as far as to say give it a few weeks and we could be living together. (Huge Red Flag, I've had two off thoose Boyfriends before). But his sweet talk was kinda working on me. Plus I was calm because sex was off the table. Then it gets interesting.... He also brought with him a box of 3 jonnies. For someone that agreed Sex wasn't on the cards he was certainly prepared. And Reading back his text, I was a fool to every think he wouldnt try a move on me 😂 He definately met me to try to get some.