I'm bored and since everyone loves accusing me of lying i figured i'd tell a story!:) I have acrylics so sorry for the typos lol.... ANYWAYYYY when i was a kid i was extremely religious. I made the decision to wait to have sex till marriage and I was 100% on this decision. I was extremely religious until about 17 where I started experimenting with drinking and decided that it was okay to have fun... regardless of this I saw many reasons why waiting till marriage was still a good idea even though it wasn't really for religious purposes as it had originally been. My parents had me out of wedlock, they never got married. I've never seen them together. They have never been nice to each other. It caused me a lot of pain and hardship as a child and made the decision that i would NEVER end up like them. They had so many kids from so many different men and women, and it made my life difficult. I saw what benefits could come from waiting till marriage. I don't have to worry about pregnancy with a man that could potentially leave me one day or turn out horrible. I am sooooo soooo glad i did not have sex with my ex's cause i really did think i was going to marry them one day. but what if a kid came out of that... i would have been stuck in a horrible relationship. My life ruined. Not only that, it runs the risk of HPV or an STI having sex with multiple partners and if u know me - im a fucking hypochondriac. I suck dick, i use butt plugs, and I get finger fucked but I made a commitment that only my husband will be inside of me. It will bond us like any other, and hopefully a child will come out of that. With the man i intend and am 100% sure and know i will be with for the rest of my life. Our souls will intertwine in a way i have never experienced. So many ppl tell me i have too high of expectations but honestly, fuck off. Sex is what you make of it, sorry it wasn't amazing and passionate for you, but its going to be the fucking best for me cause im putting my SOUL into it. I get to share that with my husband ONLY. I take m