Hey guys, I just wanted to let you guys know why ive been MI..
Added 2020-06-26 23:23:01 +0000 UTCHey guys, I just wanted to let you guys know why ive been MIA. This week has been one of the worst bouts of depression & anxiety ive ever had (and thats saying something) It just felt like all the progress I had made over the years had disappeared... I am telling you this for the DMs I haven't responded too, you deserve to be fully heard and fully responded too. And for the custom orders that still haven't been fulfilled I am so sorry. They should all be all sent out by tonight. And I am so truly sorry. We are all human, and I struggle the same as everyone else. Sometimes I have a very mean internal dialogue that gets the best of me. And this is also why I am so thankful for this community cause its really the one place I feel accepted online no matter what. everywhere else I overthink & worry. I get too caught up in likes, followers, negative feedback, comparing myself to others, whats wrong with me... etc. It can really fuck models up if we aren't careful and thats what kinda triggered this whole thing for me. The good news is I am feeling better today and optimistic finally. Looking forward to Monday & Tuesday cause those are my next film days and thats a good sign to be excited to film again <3 Also the a full video will be dropping tomorrow as scheduled! Thank you so much for the love and support. I truly don't know what I would do without this special corner of the internet. I couldn't do it without you guys.
